The Official Release

The hardcover release of the book is now available everywhere.

It's really beautiful.

If you liked it, please recommend it.

Thanks for all the love and support.

Dad

When this decade started, I had to say goodbye to you.

And for you, my sweet son, I hope our goodbye is not for many, many, many more decades.

I love you sweet boy.

For you, my boy

It is late and I am alone and you are asleep and I am scaredscaredscaredfuckingscared.
Fucking terrfified of leaving you.
I fall asleep and I wake up and the words ring in my head
Don't let me go.
Don't let me go.
My hand reaches out.
Don't let me go.
The image is clear.
Don't let me go.
I am on a bed and the bags are full and the tickticktick of the robot is coming closer and Jay is here and he is telling me to let go but I am saying Fuck You because I made you a promise and Daddy is not a liar.
Daddy is not a goddamn liar.
It's my time.
But I don't want to go and I don't want to let go and I don't want you to go the rest of this alone.
Daddy is here, sweet boy.
I promised you I fucking promised you and I didn't want to lie to you but I'm worried that I have.
The screen is blurry.
The tests are blurry.
The truth is blurry.
Don't let me go.
Don't let me go.
Don't let me go.
I'm so fucking far from ready.

1,000

Topped 1,000 fans on FaceBook!

Takes mind off dying.

The Joliet Prison gates...

...have closed.

I'm inside.

Deep inside the loneliness and the fear and the rage of the fight.

I don't know how many times I have to go through this.

Left foot forward.
Go to work.
Get paid.
Pay bills.
Make sure she is okay.
Make sure he is okay.
Make sure you have a new lie to tell him when he asks you if you are going to die soon.
No no no sweet boy, Dad will be okay.

"Dad is a tough motherfucker, right?"

I could be surrounded by thousands but I will never get over this feeling of being alone.

Numbnumbnumb and fucking alone.

Welcome

This is Glenn.

I'm here. Blogging.

Just wanted to give people a place to catch up, to find out what's happening with the book, to see if I'm dead yet.

We'll see how it goes.

Thanks for the continued support and emails.

It means more to me than you know.

I'm down at the moment.

But I'm trying.

I'm trying.

I'm trying to stand up.